The brain is a
confusing thing.
In one instance, there
are clear set lines, sequence, and little to nothing process. Neural pathways
that intercross, a slow zipping back and forth. A zip zap zip, dancing on the
tightrope.
Sparks
f-
-all-
-ing.
And it hits a small
hidden box, with a latch broken, placed so surely, so secretively in a small
bush, precariously placed so close to the lines, just unnoticed and unseen. Rusty
and worn out, handles that have seen to many days of being pried open. Sloppily
written words of ‘caution’ scribbled over the front. Used and-
Inside-
Wires. Blue, red, green, black. An assortment of
colours, crisscrossing, back and forth. Jumbled up,
into a messy ball. Messy, worn, and frayed.
Tangled
wires with exposed nerves.
Caution.
With sparks cascading down from the lines
above, near hits of the worn out door, near misses to the exposed wire.
Until one day- something snaps, and the
sparks fall at the right place, wrong time-
A mishap? An
accident? Fate?
Or
maybe just the probable time and place for it to happen.
And this time, sparks multiply, zipping in
and out the tangled web, from -things forgotten, dusted, ignored:
Memories,
broken and painful.
Thoughts, dark and
sinister.
Shame,
unforgiving and ever-present.
CAUTION
The mind is a confusing thing, especially
one so broken and warped as mine.
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