You feel the heat radiating from the orange orb in your hand.
Sweat embedded onto your forehead, and splattering your thick hair onto the base of your neck, preventing heat waves from escaping your already hot-head.
You wonder why did you chop your hair to a bob; it was so hard to tie now. Wait! Stop! You have to focus.
You shake your head to throw the pesky thoughs aside, as you urge faster; under an outstretched arm, past the bulldozing bodies and even faking a few directions to muddle the competition.
The competition; huge bulks of tower-power as they stomp across the court, forcing their face at you and greedy fingers grab at the grasped object in your hand.
There, you see it a hole in the defence!
Run, Run Qeel. Run. You've gotta make it.
NO! Blocked! Darn it.
You swerve and at the edge of your eyes, you see her.
She's running and not looking, just running around with her arms wide open. You have only 2-3 seconds to think about it. She can't be that bad. She must've caught something during all those countless trainings. On the other hand.. this was an important mission. It could determine success or failure for what you've all done; for what you've done.
You decide to give it a chance.
So you do it, you thrust the powerful orb into the air; hurling it to her all the while praying she would catch it.
In the split second the object leaves you, you feel a sudden coldness in you as you see her shocked expression and her despair of being trusted with such responsibilities. Overwhelming frustration guts you in the stomach as you see her flailing arms miss the orb as it passes past her outstretched limbs.
and is picked up by the opponent. You don't bother running to salvage the wreck that had happened; the wreck that you had caused.
Time's up.
Game's over.
You lost.
21.3.10
28.2.10
Ole!
Yesterday was interesting, to say the least.
Woke up, tied up a few knots of work, did my early-morning jog, sat down outside and enjoyed nature while it was still cool outside.
Then came the rush, you see... yesterday was the perarakan on Maulud Nabi. Yes mates, even though Maulud Nabi was on Friday, the march was on Saturday.. due to Friday prayer.
Equation:
Maulud March+Friday prayer= Major TRAFFIC JAM
Hmm.. Jam.. I'm hungry.
Anyways, after all the marching and all that. I was dragged all over the Brunei District by my cousins. HAHA not really. But still.
We went from lounging it up in Empire; watching a movie:i.e. Percy Jackson&the Olympians and The Lightning Thief.
Gotta say though, Luke was cute.
Percy Jackson.. looked short. and too much like Zac Efron. "(=. Half expected him to start singing 'A whole new world' when he was fighting with Luke.
After that, we all (-KaDilah&AbgAsh) went to pantai Tungku where we Literally walked on shaky grounds. HAHA after watching this major showdown by this LOUD couple, we all pretended to surf and jumped on the already unstable rocks. :) Death wish, anyone?
Not really. :P
Then, ATV racing was on. WEEHEE. Felt good, feeling the wind in my air, the rumble of the engine.. and of course.. my cousin clutching to me for dear life while SWEARING I was a maniac.
Heh. Can't help it. Well, yea that's not technically true. But she CHALLENGED me. She was like 'Bah kalahkan Hazeeq ah!' and of course I did. I went all out on the gas pedal, swerved at the curves and made the ATV vehicle soar more than 2 times.
A maniac on the road? MAJOR understatement.
:)
Then it was Caroline's big shindig.
AND DO I MEAN.. BIG
"(=.
I swear to you, the moment I got dropped off and entered the house, I felt overwhelmed by the sheer force of numbers, until I saw a lil' group of friends and hanged around them until I had to go home.
Overall the party was entertaining and fun. :) Total laughter fest. Maybe it's my fault.. but you know what? I spent most of the night sweating. "(=.
Though I don't ROLL that way... I've gotta say:
Major Plus to the party, I got to see a pretty girl in a floral dress. AHAHAH
TEEHEE!
Woke up, tied up a few knots of work, did my early-morning jog, sat down outside and enjoyed nature while it was still cool outside.
Then came the rush, you see... yesterday was the perarakan on Maulud Nabi. Yes mates, even though Maulud Nabi was on Friday, the march was on Saturday.. due to Friday prayer.
Equation:
Maulud March+Friday prayer= Major TRAFFIC JAM
Hmm.. Jam.. I'm hungry.
Anyways, after all the marching and all that. I was dragged all over the Brunei District by my cousins. HAHA not really. But still.
We went from lounging it up in Empire; watching a movie:i.e. Percy Jackson&the Olympians and The Lightning Thief.
Gotta say though, Luke was cute.
Percy Jackson.. looked short. and too much like Zac Efron. "(=. Half expected him to start singing 'A whole new world' when he was fighting with Luke.
After that, we all (-KaDilah&AbgAsh) went to pantai Tungku where we Literally walked on shaky grounds. HAHA after watching this major showdown by this LOUD couple, we all pretended to surf and jumped on the already unstable rocks. :) Death wish, anyone?
Not really. :P
Then, ATV racing was on. WEEHEE. Felt good, feeling the wind in my air, the rumble of the engine.. and of course.. my cousin clutching to me for dear life while SWEARING I was a maniac.
Heh. Can't help it. Well, yea that's not technically true. But she CHALLENGED me. She was like 'Bah kalahkan Hazeeq ah!' and of course I did. I went all out on the gas pedal, swerved at the curves and made the ATV vehicle soar more than 2 times.
A maniac on the road? MAJOR understatement.
:)
Then it was Caroline's big shindig.
AND DO I MEAN.. BIG
"(=.
I swear to you, the moment I got dropped off and entered the house, I felt overwhelmed by the sheer force of numbers, until I saw a lil' group of friends and hanged around them until I had to go home.
Overall the party was entertaining and fun. :) Total laughter fest. Maybe it's my fault.. but you know what? I spent most of the night sweating. "(=.
Though I don't ROLL that way... I've gotta say:
Major Plus to the party, I got to see a pretty girl in a floral dress. AHAHAH
TEEHEE!
6.2.10
Thanks. For..well. having me. watching over me. though i find it weird. But. hahahah Okay. just thanks.
I expected stampeding horses of anxiety, earth-shattering dissapointment and ofcourse the self-degrading sense of failure.
You know...The works. What am I saying? Ofcourse you know, welll... okay maybe you don't know.but I.. hmmm.. okay.. I'm losing myself here.
But you know what?
I did pretty alright. Could've done better, perhaps. but. I don't know why. I'm just content.
And nothing's gonna stop this feeling of;-
contentment.
You know...The works. What am I saying? Ofcourse you know, welll... okay maybe you don't know.but I.. hmmm.. okay.. I'm losing myself here.
But you know what?
I did pretty alright. Could've done better, perhaps. but. I don't know why. I'm just content.
And nothing's gonna stop this feeling of;-
contentment.
13.1.10
Oh Brother.
On the off chance of sounding like a mother...
Today was Haqeeme's THIRD day of school, and I am ready to report that he hasn't shed a tear at all. :) :D
Though, when he gets home he makes it a habit of knocking out on the couch. "(=.
Heh.
The real shock for me though... must have been the empty sounding house when he was gone through out the whole afternoon.
Doing my homework, with music blaring in the background during the afternoon without an interruption felt forgein to me. Like seriously, I half expected the door to open by itself and reveal this pompous lil' boy who just drags you away from work for a down time watching Power Rangers. Or even sit in your lap and scribble on your homewok while using your headphone to listen to the most classical musics, that you've just got to roll your eyes and tease him even if he can't retort back.
Weh. Look at me, looking back at the dear times when my brother would just shove open my bedroom door and bombard himself around like it was his own room.
"(=.=) No chance of that happening now, he's totally pooped out. Beyond pooped out. You can actually hear him snore and even see a frown pop out on his face in the middle of his slumber.
Makes you wonder what really happens in those Pre-K classes, heh?
You know... to make the most hyperactive boy I've ever met to fall asleep as soon as his head meets a soft landing?
Not that I'm complaining... I mean who would miss that absurdly stubborn ricochet of energy who wears you out by asking for dozens of piggy back rides and tons of jumping up and down while listening to his favourite music?
Err. Yea.
With that awkward thought, I gotta end this post.
Work calls for me. And I really need to shower :)
Today was Haqeeme's THIRD day of school, and I am ready to report that he hasn't shed a tear at all. :) :D
Though, when he gets home he makes it a habit of knocking out on the couch. "(=.
Heh.
The real shock for me though... must have been the empty sounding house when he was gone through out the whole afternoon.
Doing my homework, with music blaring in the background during the afternoon without an interruption felt forgein to me. Like seriously, I half expected the door to open by itself and reveal this pompous lil' boy who just drags you away from work for a down time watching Power Rangers. Or even sit in your lap and scribble on your homewok while using your headphone to listen to the most classical musics, that you've just got to roll your eyes and tease him even if he can't retort back.
Weh. Look at me, looking back at the dear times when my brother would just shove open my bedroom door and bombard himself around like it was his own room.
"(=.=) No chance of that happening now, he's totally pooped out. Beyond pooped out. You can actually hear him snore and even see a frown pop out on his face in the middle of his slumber.
Makes you wonder what really happens in those Pre-K classes, heh?
You know... to make the most hyperactive boy I've ever met to fall asleep as soon as his head meets a soft landing?
Not that I'm complaining... I mean who would miss that absurdly stubborn ricochet of energy who wears you out by asking for dozens of piggy back rides and tons of jumping up and down while listening to his favourite music?
Err. Yea.
With that awkward thought, I gotta end this post.
Work calls for me. And I really need to shower :)
8.1.10
Hypocrite.
Well.. heylow blog of mine.
It's been a while hasn't it? Heh. Been busy, I guess. Anyhow...
Today, while I was out and about around Brunei, I saw something. I saw a family, sitting down around this table but they were all to busy with their technology gizmos to even bother talking or even eating the cold food in front of each of them.
To say the least, it re-emphasised my belief that people these days probably don't really value 'family' much. I mean, even I'm guilty of that. I don't go jumping in joy and converse a lot with my household people... but I should. I really should. I spend a lot of my time around work and school, that I don't really see the point of trying to converse with my family, cause I'm so darn tired.
But you know what the funny thing is...
I know I'd die for them in a heartbeat, but I'd rather stick my head into a book then actually ask them how was their day.
It still astounds me that I can still be shocked at the notion that I can be such a hypocrite at times.
To the point of disgust.
It's been a while hasn't it? Heh. Been busy, I guess. Anyhow...
Today, while I was out and about around Brunei, I saw something. I saw a family, sitting down around this table but they were all to busy with their technology gizmos to even bother talking or even eating the cold food in front of each of them.
To say the least, it re-emphasised my belief that people these days probably don't really value 'family' much. I mean, even I'm guilty of that. I don't go jumping in joy and converse a lot with my household people... but I should. I really should. I spend a lot of my time around work and school, that I don't really see the point of trying to converse with my family, cause I'm so darn tired.
But you know what the funny thing is...
I know I'd die for them in a heartbeat, but I'd rather stick my head into a book then actually ask them how was their day.
It still astounds me that I can still be shocked at the notion that I can be such a hypocrite at times.
To the point of disgust.
1.1.10
Guess.
Guess where I'm at.
Go on, guess where my over-bearing fantasy deluded mom brought us for New Year's celebration.
It's not that hard, just unbelievable. Honestly, I had no idea she even had a saving. I always knew she wanted some quality 'family' time. Yea. But here? I thought she was joking. Like seriously? HAHA Though I'm not complaining; it's not my money.
Soo... guessed where I'm at?
Here's a clue: it's an overpriced hotel.
Here's another clue: It has it's own cinema.
Okay the last clue:
Yup. I'm at THE empire. Right now. HAHA I'm in the lobby of the North Lagoon. No, seriously. and no, I'm not sharing my rooms with a dozen cousins. It's just me, my bro, my maid and Qeeme. One room, two nights, three days. Awesome. :)
Though it's kinda lousy that I have to go all the way down to the lobby just to get internet reception, the bed makes it all better. LIKE SERIOUSLY. My gosh. It totally envelopes you, and I swear it makes the most sore-est (is that even a word? HAHA) of backs feel better.
Wow. Look at me, gushing over a bed. :x
And don't let me get started on the food! Heh. All I can say is thank god, there was a package deal, at a good price lagi tu~~!
Anyways, this morning I woke up early. Is 4.30 early enough for you? Heh.
I watched the first sunrise of this year, and I felt... for the lack of adjectives.. I felt... awed.
Looking at the bright yellow orb of light begin to ascend to the heavens, a cold chilling wave of acknowledgment hit me. That thing was bigger than me, huge and more important than me. I mean, the sun gives us heat, light, even provides food for us. and what have I done?
Then it hit me, you know.
I felt... grateful.
How awesome is that? Way awesome. :)
Grateful for what? For everything. Cause If I wasn't such a stubborn child I wouldn't have stuck to E. Lit. If I wasn't such a proud figure, I'd have of course changed my subject choice ine form 4. If I wasn't so darn curious, then I'd never had figured out the answer I was looking for. If I was so open and more touchy feel-y, then I'd never had learned how to be.
Guess what I'm saying is...
I'm giving my cheers to 2009. It's been a real dash of fun, with it's rollercoaster rides of ups and downs. Of turmoils and bouncers. I'll never forget what happened. What was and what has.
and to 2010?
Bring it on.
Go on, guess where my over-bearing fantasy deluded mom brought us for New Year's celebration.
It's not that hard, just unbelievable. Honestly, I had no idea she even had a saving. I always knew she wanted some quality 'family' time. Yea. But here? I thought she was joking. Like seriously? HAHA Though I'm not complaining; it's not my money.
Soo... guessed where I'm at?
Here's a clue: it's an overpriced hotel.
Here's another clue: It has it's own cinema.
Okay the last clue:
Yup. I'm at THE empire. Right now. HAHA I'm in the lobby of the North Lagoon. No, seriously. and no, I'm not sharing my rooms with a dozen cousins. It's just me, my bro, my maid and Qeeme. One room, two nights, three days. Awesome. :)
Though it's kinda lousy that I have to go all the way down to the lobby just to get internet reception, the bed makes it all better. LIKE SERIOUSLY. My gosh. It totally envelopes you, and I swear it makes the most sore-est (is that even a word? HAHA) of backs feel better.
Wow. Look at me, gushing over a bed. :x
And don't let me get started on the food! Heh. All I can say is thank god, there was a package deal, at a good price lagi tu~~!
Anyways, this morning I woke up early. Is 4.30 early enough for you? Heh.
I watched the first sunrise of this year, and I felt... for the lack of adjectives.. I felt... awed.
Looking at the bright yellow orb of light begin to ascend to the heavens, a cold chilling wave of acknowledgment hit me. That thing was bigger than me, huge and more important than me. I mean, the sun gives us heat, light, even provides food for us. and what have I done?
Then it hit me, you know.
I felt... grateful.
How awesome is that? Way awesome. :)
Grateful for what? For everything. Cause If I wasn't such a stubborn child I wouldn't have stuck to E. Lit. If I wasn't such a proud figure, I'd have of course changed my subject choice ine form 4. If I wasn't so darn curious, then I'd never had figured out the answer I was looking for. If I was so open and more touchy feel-y, then I'd never had learned how to be.
Guess what I'm saying is...
I'm giving my cheers to 2009. It's been a real dash of fun, with it's rollercoaster rides of ups and downs. Of turmoils and bouncers. I'll never forget what happened. What was and what has.
and to 2010?
Bring it on.
29.12.09
New Layout.
New year's coming closer, so why not change the Blog Layout for sore eyes, eh? HAHAHA
So. well. Changed the layout. OBVIOUSLY.
I've also made changes to my playlist, cause my taste has changed too.
I'm also gonna be giving this blog more of a visual sense to it, soon.
Just wait and You'll see. ;)
Been thinking of making this blog private, but then I have readers who don't have a blogger account.. so MAYBE. Don't go rioting on my c-box. *glares at the mentioned*
Kalau terasa jgn marah ye? hehehe
Yes, I speak Malay and I still prefer English. But maybe I'll post a few posts in BM, just for fun.
Heh. guess my blog's gonna be a lil' different.
It's gonna change.
Guess I've changed too.
So. well. Changed the layout. OBVIOUSLY.
I've also made changes to my playlist, cause my taste has changed too.
I'm also gonna be giving this blog more of a visual sense to it, soon.
Just wait and You'll see. ;)
Been thinking of making this blog private, but then I have readers who don't have a blogger account.. so MAYBE. Don't go rioting on my c-box. *glares at the mentioned*
Kalau terasa jgn marah ye? hehehe
Yes, I speak Malay and I still prefer English. But maybe I'll post a few posts in BM, just for fun.
Heh. guess my blog's gonna be a lil' different.
It's gonna change.
Guess I've changed too.
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